August 28, 2009

  • Miracles

     

    I remember a moment from when I was probably around six years old. I was at the Tipton park with the youngest daughter of my babysitter, Holly. We were standing on top of the big wooden jungle gym, ready to go down the slide, and I happened to notice the sunbeams coming through the clouds. Naturally, it reminded me of a scene from Disney’s “The Sword in the Stone.” 

    Yeah, that part. Remember? When the sun is streaming down on the sword? Anyways, I remember the big mean guy with the walrus mustache who bossed Arthur around during the moment when everyone witnesses Arthur pull the sword from the stone. He just says, “It’s a miracle…”

    So here I was, this little kid, pointing at the sunbeams in the distance and I said to Holly, “It’s a miracle!”

    Being a very practical person, even at such a young age, she promptly replied, “That’s just sun shining through clouds, stupid.”

    So I still have yet to witness a full-blown miracle. However, in my few years as a Jesuit, I have met priests who have been witness to some amazing things. Here are a few that I have picked up from sane, trustworthy priests who have no reason whatsoever to make things up.

    The Healing Power of the Eucharist

    A priest told me of a time when he received a phone call about a man who was close to death. The priest was tempted to say “no” because he felt he was very busy but his nagging conscience prevailed and he went. It was a very hot day, it had been a long day, and everything about that day was just tiresome; his heart was not in it.

    When he arrived at the address, he noted that it was a three-story building and immediately hoped there was an elevator. He went inside and asked a random person where Mr. So-and-So lived.

    Third floor.

    And the elevator?

    There isn’t one, Father.

    Thanks.

    Being a slightly heavy man, not in terrific shape and already sweating, this priest was an out-of-breath, dripping grump by the time he got to the third floor. Finding the man’s apartment, he knocked and was invited in.

    The man lay on his bed, his daughter near at hand. The man was breathing in short gasps, eyes closed, not really responding. The daughter explained that doctors had done all they could, and the man’s wish was to die at home. The priest took out the oils, anointed him, said the prayers and then opened the little golden pyx. (A pyx is a small, golden vessel used to safely and reverently transport the Eucharistic Body of Christ).

    When he placed the Eucharist on the man’s tongue, to the priest’s utter amazement, it dissolved instantly and vanished. The man’s hectic breathing slowed to a peaceful rhythm, and a gentle smile spread over his face. Peace fell over the whole room. The man passed away quiety not long after, and the priest’s life was changed forever.

     

    The Power of the Rosary

    When I was on Hospital Experiment at our Jesuit Infirmary in Wisconsin, I had several conversations with an elderly Jesuit priest who has since passed on. He spent most of his life on the reservations in South Dakota and was witness to many tragic events. I don’t know, and I doubt anyone could count the number of suicide victims he has buried, how many scenes of death he has had to cross to comfort family and friends… the priest, though, was one of the most peaceful and prayerful men I’ve ever met.

    Once there was this native woman who would come to speak with him once in a while. She struggled tremendously with drugs and alcohol and would try quitting, only to get right back into it a short time after. But each time she would be sober a little longer, a little longer until once it finally seemed like she’d kicked her bad habits. She continued to visit the priest, and he would always give her advice on prayer and the like, and even helped her to get a job.

    Just when everything seemed to be going well for her, however, she had a relapse and soon died. The priest attended her wake, finding sadly that only two other people were in attendance.

    “Father,” one of them asked, “she always had a rosary. Do you have a rosary we could put in her hands?”

    “I have one in the rectory; I’ll go get it.”

    “We’ll wait right here,” the two women said.

    When he returned, the two women were gone, so he went to the open casket and reached for the hands of the woman who would be buried tomorrow. As he brought the rosary to them, he was shocked to find that her hands, in spite of having been dead for several days and embalmed, were warm and supple as though she were only asleep. He suddenly became aware of someone else in the room with him, and recognized it as the woman who used to visit him, the woman he would bury tomorrow. He remembered very distinctly sensing that she was assuring him that she was overjoyed and free and grateful for all of his help. The sensation passed and he placed the rosary reverently around her hands before departing for the evening. He spoke with an undertaker soon afterward, asking if he’d ever experienced such a phenomenon in all his many years of work. Taking the priest quietly aside he said “yes, but I rarely talk about it; it is the most strange thing and I can’t explain it.”

     

    I AM the Bread From Heaven

    The priest telling me this story is famous throughout my province for his tall tales. But after a few weeks, I learned all of his “tells” and knew when he was serious, and when he was not.

    He was serious when he told me this one.

    When he was stationed out at the Pine Ridge Reservation in South Dakota, he became acquainted with a British author who had recently written a book on the importance of forgiveness. The topic became especially relevant when the priest, the author and a mutual friend were talking about the Wounded Knee Massacre. The priest decided that he would take his guests to the Wounded Knee Church, right at the site of the mass grave and across the road from the massacre itself, and have Mass.

    They arrived only to find the church locked and a complete downpour of rain. With no key and no time to go anywhere else, the priest decided they would have a “dashboard Mass.” Parking with the mass grave before them, the priest opened his Mass kit and set up the dashboard as best they could in their circumstance.

    During the intercessory prayers, the author asked if they could pray for and forgive all those responsible for the massacre and all those who had inflicted suffering on the Lakota, and he also wished to pray for and forgive all the Lakota who had their part, whatever it might have been. Basically, he felt moved to ask for God’s total forgiveness of everyone involved in the tragic events that began long before the massacre, included it, and continued on to that day.

    Keeping these intentions and prayers in mind, the priest began the Eucharistic prayer, and as it proceeded on toward the Agnus Dei he swears he began to see people appearing out of the grave, dressed in traditional Lakota garb and, smiling, rising up into the sky.

     

    Humble in Appearance, Mighty in Power

    Catholics, as most people know, believe that the Eucharist is the actual, living, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Christ- the full and real presence,though shrouded in deep mystery and under the “appearance” of bread and wine. Even in a little fragment we believe it is fully Christ, capable of all that Christ was capable of in the Gospel. The power of the Eucharist has been told throughout the ages as stories of miracles became known. Some stories, like these, don’t circulate very far. This one in particular amazed me, though it is more spectacular than the moving stories above.

    I lived in community with an interesting priest for two years. He would often travel and do retreats all over the United States and South America and when he was home, if you were lucky, you could get him to tell a story about himself. For instance, he once met a man who pleaded with him to anoint his daughter who was born with a spinal deformity that paralyzed her from the chest down. The priest anointed her and told the father to lay his hands on his daughter’s back every night and pray an Our Father. One night a few years later, the father was doing just that, as he had done since then, and suddenly during the prayer he and his daughter heard a loud pop and, suddenly, she could move her legs, and was walking within the month.

    But that isn’t the story I wanted to tell. This story is very short, but because of its nature I didn’t want to pry!

    Exorcism, specifically Catholic exorcism, is something that is very misunderstood and is almost entirely obscured by superstition and Hollywood. It is 99.99% of the time not at all like Hollywood. Period. But there are occasions when the miraculous and the terrifying happen to occur during this ancient prayer.

    This priest was asked by a young girl’s parents to come and pray over their daughter. He did, and in the conversation the young girl indicated that she desired exorcism, and explained her reasons behind it. The priest judged that one should be done soon, so he spent some time preparing himself.

    He wouldn’t give much detail, save for this one: there was a moment when things were very intense and things started moving around the room. The priest had set a small monstrance on a table near at hand which contained a small Eucharistic host in it. During this time a book went sailing straight for the monstrance, much to the priest’s dismay. To his surprise, however, the book stopped in midair, mere inches from the monstrance, was lifted a few inches above it, and allowed to continue its flight into the wall.

     

    So no, I have not seen any bonafide miracles. Perhaps someday I will have stories of my own like this to share. But every day there is one Miracle that I witness time and time again, and I am so grateful for it.

    Oh my Jesus, who am I that you would deign to become the very Bread I eat, the Wine I drink? Lord, receive me and consume me; make me whole in your Body. Thank you for the bounty of your Precious Blood, that I might drink from the Cup of your Suffering, the Cup of my Salvation.

Comments (35)

  • thanks for sharing god’s mysterious ways :) amen.

  • this is great ! thanks. you know, I have been praying for God to send a great healer to the Church, or someone who would fly, like st. joseph of Cupertino, or a wonder worker like St. anthony. the world needs to see the true faith. God has his plans. “No sign will be given them, but the sign of Jonah”. So we shall see…but reading your post gave me an idea….

    why don’t you start – because I cannot – too stupid, too lazy, – a site where people blog their miracles!

    I know there is a very important site where people blog their SECRETS. There probably already is a miracles site, but I haven’t visited it yet. maybe there isn’t….

    my daughter (17) doesn’t know of such a site…she said it would be ‘so awesome” … (pancakes can be awesome to her…grain of salt please)…

    I went to a friend priest, a benedictine, for the Anointing of the Sick, before a major cancer operation I had exactly one year ago this month. I definitely felt in my soul and in my body salubrious effects fromt he sacrament. I didn’t even bother to go back for tests on the success of the operation….

    I am writing stories about miracles in my life…none the instant healing of incurable diseases, but about the unusual events that transcend the laws -not of physics – but of probablility ! So improbable as to be unbelievable. Also about the exorcisms I have participated in (2nd class ones, not possession) and the exorcisms that i refused to participate in…and the terible evils that resulted from not doing the exorcisms….

    well, that’s it Father, good post….thnk about the Miracle Site ! might be interesting…check first,as I will, to see if there is one already. i know the vatican has a travelling exhibit about the Eucharistic miracles….VERY INTEReSTING!!! you can blog that and see it…but I don’t know where it physcially is at this moment…where are you again? New Jersey here for me

    ty.

  • I enjoyed this post very much.  Thanks for sharing!

  • Thanks for posting this.

  • Thank you so much for sharing these stories with us!

  • you’re a good story teller. Thanks for posting.

  • oh here’s that site for secrets i mentioned in my comment above.
    It might give you some thoghts about the miracle blog site, or even maybe the sacrament of Reconciliation, Confession or whatever it is being called nowadays.

    http://www.postsecret.com

    I found many of the blogs very compelling reading.

  • I love our Church.

  • Oh, but Father! Every time you celebrate Mass you witness the miraculous! The bread and wine become the Body and Blood of our Lord! There is no higher miracle, is there, really?

  • It’s amazing the things that can happen sometimes. I’ve never seen anything like these stories either.

  • @squeakysoul - Hey Lucy! Just wanted you to know that I’m still praying for you out here.

  • @Ancient_Scribe - Thanks. I could sure use it.

  • I’ve always felt closer to God when I see the sunlight streaming through the clouds like that.  It’s as if we get to catch a glimpse of God’s love shining down on His people. 

    Thank you for sharing these miracles.  It’s always wonderful and encouraging to hear that there are still extraordinary miracles taking place every day.

  • Wow! This is first rate!!! Every one of these anecdotes made my feel something very powerful; however the rosary passage touched me very deeply, I always knew there is power in the rosary. I enjoyed the passage about the massacre, very believable, very compelling. A while ago I read that priests are supposed to be extremely confidential about their experiences exercising demons– I did like how you shared what comes to the minds– and it just comforts me that much more to be a part of the Catholic religion. Good post!!!

  • @westernsoul@revelife - I’m glad you enjoyed the post! Good to meet a fellow in the faith, too!

  • I think you’re a miracle in my life, Jacob.  I always come across your posts when I need them most.

    You are a blessing.  God works through you in such beautiful ways, both to the masses and to me directly.

    I hope you’re doing well.

  • @walkintotheseaaa - Thank you, Catherine. You are miraculous yourself, you know. God is working mighty things in your heart, like a seed stirring deep in the soil. A blossom will come one day to startle even the sun! Hang in there; many prayers are heard in heaven for you.

  • you know what? i think the sun shining through the clouds IS a miracle.

  • wow you explain everything in such great detail.. i always try to look exactly what my priest does every sunday. i go to both vietnamese and
    american church.. american church has a lot of great songs that i love to listen to

  • @discover_hienie - Vietnamese or American; both beautiful and both the Church! Two of the men studying for the Jesuit priesthood here are Vietnamese, and there is a house of Vietnamese sisters just down the block!

  • Boy am I glad I didn’t delete all my old sub emails. These stories are amazing. Thanks for taking the time to write them.

    Your first Eucharistic story reminds me of the Miracle of Amsterdam that I learned about while on vacation. http://www.therealpresence.org/eucharst/mir/holland.html

    The story of the Native American lady who struggled with drugs reminded me of myself when I struggled with a recurrent sin for about a decade, from about age 23-33. Actually, sometimes I struggled and won. I still smile at those victories. But sometimes I struggled and lost. And there were entire periods when I didn’t struggle at all…I remember seeing priests regularly at the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception in DC as a new Catholic. I think my time with them really helped me put that all behind me. It started with a confession at a retreat at Franciscan University about 2yrs after I became Catholic. I confessed that I knew that I was doing wrong but that I had no intention to stop or change. The priest said the right things through the Holy Spirit, and the Lord worked on my lack of desire to change. Looking back, I see that each time I turned back to God, my time away from him got shorter. We humans are such a work in progress!!! And the good news is that God doesn’t work on the merit system…it wasn’t long after I learned to put God first that I met and married a man who never wavered from putting God first. I can relate to the lady in the story here…God doesn’t abandon us in our struggles. I can remember worrying that if I got hit by a bus and died, would I go to heaven or would Jesus say he didn’t know me because I was such an unfaithful servant. I’m so glad she found peace!

  • @BigToePeople - I love sharing these things with people, and I’m glad that you enjoy reading them. More to come!

  • @Ancient_Scribe - Yay! Looking forward to more. I finally dug up the piece I wrote about my conversion. I’d forgotten many of the details, like feeling the Holy Spirit in my womb. It’s a very, very long piece so please don’t feel like you have to read it right away. In the end, what counts is that I fell in love with God’s Church.

  • @BigToePeople - haha amen to that! I will get around to reading it; I can’t wait!

  • I emailed this yesterday to some friends and family members who don’t blog. My husband’s cousin just emailed how much she was touched by it and will be keeping it. One of my very close friends emailed me last night that he’s been struggling with despair (he’s experiencing the Dark Night of the Soul) and the combo of your words/stories and my reaching out made a HUGE difference. Thanks for being such a team with me…he is a precious friend and he and his wife mean the world to me. If I ever get to have children, I’d like him and his wife to be my children’s godparents and guardians. They value Jesus in the context of Catholicism, Education, and travel as much as Steve and I do. I was in a Black Protestant denomination with his wife while I was in RCIA, and then later I was her sponsor in RCIA!

  • @BigToePeople - Oh I’m happy to have you on my team, too. And I love the RCIA program; I was a sponsor for a candidate a few years ago, and it was at one of his RCIA meetings that I first heard about the Jesuits. So I guess there is something in RCIA for everyone!

  • @Ancient_Scribe - I have actually never experienced a good RCIA program. My own RCIA experience was pretty miserable, and I later sponsored 2 girlfriends (at different times) through that program. I answered most of their questions outside of the class, and I just stuck with them in class to try to help them maintain their sense of humor in it all. I fell in love with the Church and grew in my understanding after my RCIA was over. I know that good programs exist, and I have a dream of becoming part of one some day. I tried to help lead the one at our base chapel here in Texas, but it was nearly impossible. The leader steamrolls everyone, has no fellowship built into the meetings…he gives Masters-level type lectures from the opening prayer until he’s done, has no respect for people’s evening schedules, and doesn’t tailor talks to the people in attendance. I know people who have come through his program and liked it, but I found it tough to sit through and was really upset that there was no community-building or relationship-building. It also bothered me that he’d go really late when people had teenage babysitters who had to get home. Most of the people whose needs weren’t met just dropped out. I tried to talk to the leader about it, but I got nowhere. When we got a new priest, I tried to find a diplomatic way to get him involved in the program so that the leader will adjust his ways, but the leader of RCIA even steamrolls priests. And the priest is so busy that he’s happy that the RCIA program doesn’t need his attention to function. Some day, I’m sure I’ll get to be a part of a good program. I’d love to play a role in people’s falling in love with the Church and growing in their understanding and seeing how many tools the Catholic church has for growing your relationship with Jesus.

  • @BigToePeople - Yes, RCIA is a good program, but even a good medicine can be ill administered. Bummer! I am so happy, though, that you are taking the initiative not only in growing in your own understanding of the faith, but helping others to grow as well. If we love something, ought we not share it? (The answer is yes!!)

  • Thanks for your thoughtful and graceful response to my previous comment. I see this post and find common ground for us! I also have deep desire to experience the signs and wonders of a living God as a means of experiencing love and relationship with Him. What I notice about each of your vignettes is that all in the story experienced something positive and seemed to interpret it as a personal love shown to them…that’s also my own experience.

    So I’ve had a few experiences that I interpret as miracles…here are links to stories of some of them:

    Maybe answered prayer for a kiss doesn’t count as a miracle, but it was fun

    In the Bible prophetic words seem to be accounted to God’s supernatural power…and reveal God’s personal love. Here’s a story about prophetic word for healing from Leukemia for my nephew.

    God heals a woman to instantly walk freely after 8 years of hobbling with a cane.

    Answered prayer to meet a ‘powerful woman of God’ and see a woman raised from the dead brought incredible joy…and salvation.

    Three answered prayers convinces woman that Jesus exists.

    Specific details revealed in a dream years before they’re revealed as truth

    Testimony of God’s miracle leads to deeper relationship with God for my Mom (Rev 12:12)

    I’ve been a skeptic my whole life up until a few years ago, but I’ve found a completely better life in relationship with a living dynamic God who answers prayers, speaks to me truth, and reveals a world that is fun, exciting…and honestly scary at times!

    I was raised in the Catholic tradition as a boy and young man…up until my college years then found relationship and hope in the protestant tradition for a few years before turning my back on God. Then after a dozen years following a very bumpy road found an amazingly dynamic relationship with the living God…in a non-denominational protestant church. I’m discovering amazing gifts in many different faith traditions these days, I believe at the prompting of a merciful God…and perhaps our conversation is another part of that…thank you for your indulgence and grace.

    btw – My experiences are just those of an average guy doing my best to follow the leading of a living God. I’m not in full time ministry. I believe these experiences are just a way that He reveals His love…and advances His kingdom here on earth. Many friends (other average joe’s) at my church here in the Boston area have similar stories to share. I sense that God is on the move…and yet hasn’t He always in every generation?

    Praise the living God!
    Paul (Larry, my blog pseudonym, is in honor of Brother Lawrence whose thoughts I found personally helpful)

  • @god_stories - I’m glad that Our Lord has called you back, Paul, and I’m also glad that you found my reply helpful. And with a common baptism and a common Lord, of COURSE we have common ground!! God bless you, and I look forward to future conversations.

    PS- Just in case you didn’t know, I’m not a priest yet and won’t be for another eight years or so. So I’m not in full-time ministry either but in full-time preparation for it, with what ministry I can fit in!

  • @Ancient_Scribe - 

    Heh! Yes, yes, of course, and I’m sorry I didn’t celebrate more of our common ground in my previous comment! I was merely excited to discover another area in which I sensed our mutual passion…beyond our passion for relationship with the living God!!

    God bless you on your educational journey! I’d be interested to read…if you’re seeking blog subjects some of your experiences and expectations on that journey. Chris Lowney wrote a book about his experience in training as a Jesuit. It would be interesting to hear whatever you cared to share of your own.

    Praise the living God!

  • @god_stories - Well if you go back to posts around January 2007 or so you could read my experience of the Spiritual Exercises and from there hospital experiment (I think…), pilgrimage, and so on. Have fun!

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