A few weeks ago I posted about my friend Stacy Molai who is currently engaged in a lawsuit against the US government regarding the HHS mandate that all health insurance plans, by law, must provide coverage for abortifacient contraceptives, abortion and sterilization procedures, all three of which go against the teachings and beliefs of the Catholic Church. This is coupled with the upcoming Health Care reform that will require all US citizens, by law, to have health insurance. So for those US citizens who conscientiously object to what the government has done to health insurance and would, under normal circumstances, simply op-out of having health insurance (in spite of the financial hardship of such a choice), will instead be breaking the law. In other words, there’s no way out. Unless you are, for example, Amish; they believe that any insurance whatsoever contradicts faith in God and so the government has granted them a religious exemption, and has granted similar exemptions to other religious groups based on moral or religious objections. Not so for Catholics.
There are several larger entities and a few private citizens–including my friend–who are suing the US government over the matter not, as is often reported, because of contraception, abortion, etc. but rather, in fact, because they believe their First Amendment rights are being denied outright. The law, as it currently stands and will go into effect, will make it impossible for a Catholic–or any other person who morally objects to their tax dollars supporting abortifacients, abortion, sterilization, etc.–to have a health care without violating their own conscience. Currently, for example, there are Catholic health insurance companies who offer plans that are in harmony with Catholic teaching and belief; Catholics have perfectly viable health insurance options. If the laws stand, even these companies will be forced to begin covering procedures and things against their own moral and religious beliefs, or they will have to be shut down. Likewise all Catholic hospitals will have to provide abortifacient contraceptives, permit abortion procedures and perform sterilizations for those who want them, in addition to including coverage for those procedures in the health insurance they provide their employees. Similarly, Catholic schools and other institutions who do not serve Catholics exclusively (I can’t think of any that do!) will have to provide for these things in the insurance they provide those who work for them. Again, this isn’t about contraception or abortion; this is about the government telling religious organizations and religious citizens what they MUST pay for, regardless of their beliefs. This is absolutely against the First Amendment and directly contradicts our freedom of religion. Freedom of worship is all well and good; even China has freedom of worship. But freedom of worship only guarantees your right to do whatever you want inside the doors of your church and your home; you cannot live or practice that religion in the public sphere. That’s the beauty of the freedom of religion; we can be Catholic, Buddhist, Muslim, Protestant, Mormon, Native, New Age, whatever, wherever, whenever. Want to put up a Nativity scene in your front yard during Advent? By all means. A menorah in your window? Please do! Would you like a saying written in Arabic painted on the wall of your house? Wonderful! We have the guaranteed right to do such things in our Constitution.
Do you want to wear a yarmulke, hijab or a plastic badge saying, “Elder So-and-So?” Go for it! Are you a priest and want to wear a cassock or a Roman collar, a monk and want to wear your habit, or a nun and want to wear a veil? Do it; our country is more beautiful for all of these things. Do you want to preach on what your faith believes? You have the right to do it in church, synagogue, mosque, tipi, lodge, home, streetcorner, public park. Do you want to eat kosher or halaal? Does your faith teach against vaccinations? Insurance? Certain cultural practices common throughout the United States?
I think I’ve made my point. We have a beautiful freedom here and Catholics in particular–but not just Catholics–are being forced by the government to go against their religious beliefs.
So now I would like to turn to some very challenging and thought-provoking comments made on my post regarding my friend Stacy that were made by @lovegrove. I am sincerely grateful for his thoughts; he is one of the more intelligent and engaging people I’ve been in touch with on Xanga and I always find myself giving extra consideration not only to what he says but also to how I respond. I will do the best I can to try and explain why my friend is choosing the path that she is since I don’t want to make her take more time out of her busy ministry to blog for me! She and I, though I’ve only known her for a month or so (since I posted the original pulse back in March!), are very much alike in heart and mind on many matters so I feel comfortable speaking on her behalf on many of the basic issues addressed (here is his blog response to my original post: http://lovegrove.xanga.com/760881500/how-not-to-die-for-christ/)
I would like to begin my apology (used in the traditional, philosophical sense and not in the “I’m sorry” sense) by addressing the beginning of his post, where he charges me with “publicly encouraging a deluded woman to die if need be in protest of the government mandate” I tried to lay out the details of above. I wanted to state right at the beginning that Stacy had made up her heart and mind on the matter far in advance of my ever having contacted her; in my initial message to her I only encouraged her to love Christ and to be faithful to Him in whatever way she felt called by Him to be. She didn’t need anyone else’s encouragement on the matter; certainly not mine.
Next was quoted one of the better known lines of the Gospel, “Render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s” along with my friend @lovegrove‘s interpretation of this teaching of Jesus. He is absolutely right: taken alone, as it’s own teaching, this saying would mean exactly what he has interpreted. Rome demanded tax and tribute and used it all to fund some amazing and beneficial things–aqueducts, sewage systems, drainage systems, urban beautification, etc. These same taxes also funded some abhorrent things; the sack and total annihilation of Jerusalem in 70AD for example. But my fellow Xangan, at least as I can tell by his post, did not take into account the second part of the teaching, to “render unto God what belongs to God.” Jesus added this precisely because the matter of the temple tax was not merely about money, but about who had authority over how we live our lives. He teaches us that legitimate authority–such as Caesar in His day and the US government in ours–does have a certain amount of authority over us here on earth, and we ought to obey it insofar as obeying that government does not infringe on matters that God rightly has jurisdiction over, which would include faith and morals. For example, Jews were exempt from having to worship Caesar as a god and burn incense to him. Jesus was exempt from this as well, being Jewish Himself, and would likely have taught–even were there no exemption–that His followers were under no obligation whatsoever to worship Caesar, lest they break the First Commandment. But paying taxes to Caesar breaks no part of the Law, so there isn’t an issue. Granted, our Lord surely knew that even His own tax money was going to pay for some awful things, but He also knew that the hearts of men were too hard at that point to receive a teaching to the contrary; it would not be until His death, resurrection and ascension, followed by the Gift of the Holy Spirit when His followers would have the grace necessary to stand against even the might of Rome, preferring death in this world for life in the next, fidelity to the True Caesar, Jesus Christ, to the “Little Caesar” in Rome (pun in tended).
Here in the United States, however, things do not have to be the way the government is currently attempting to make it; religious people should not have to violate their own conscience and beliefs in order to be law-abiding citizens. We have Constitutional rights and a democratic government in order to protect ourselves from such a reality. Christ taught “render unto Caesar” when the world He lived in was controlled by a tyrant who demanded worship and tribute, who ruled by force and fear. We have an elected government that, ideally, is quite the opposite. Just as religious exemptions and exceptions have been made in the past and are currently being made for other religious groups, the government should permit, for reasons of religion or conscience, American citizens to either choose not to have health insurance or should permit religious insurance agencies to offer plans that would allow such citizens to have health insurance but to opt-out of paying for services they find morally objectionable. Currently, the government is refusing. Thus, in order to be faithful to the very same teaching @lovegrove quoted, people like my friend Stacy find themselves at an impasse, having to choose which Caesar they must render the matter unto. The matter is not simply taxation but rather the Caesar of Washington, D.C. forcing her to obey him in a matter in which he has no rightful jurisdiction; to obey Caesar, D.C. means to disobey Christ the true Caesar, the Caesar from which, ultimately, the Caesar in D.C. receives whatever authority he has (John 19:11). In other words, my friend Stacy and others like her aren’t deluded, but rather they are rendering unto God what belongs to God, even though that may mean, because of the actions of a lesser Caesar, forfeiting their lives. Many will and do think that such people are ridiculous for throwing their lives away over such a small matter; did those early Christians who refused to burn incense to images of the emperor suffer any differently? The emperors themselves told them, “Look, it’s not a big deal; burn just a pinch of incense and you may go free.” But they refused, and were often killed for civil disobedience, since worshiping Caesar was civil law. Here again we have a “small” matter but, nevertheless, an earthly Caesar is overreaching his authority according to Christian belief; here again we have Christians who do not see the matter as small and are choosing to obey the Caesar who has Authority in the matter, regardless of the consequences that may come here below. No government has the right nor the authority to force its citizens to cooperate in something a citizen believes to be a moral evil, hence, some of us cannot render unto Caesar what Caesar says we must.
@lovegrove continues on by saying that if the authorities of the Catholic Church have any influence over my friend and others like her, they should do all they can to dissuade them, that not only “does the world see [them] as [crazy fanatics] and [their actions] as a waste of life,” but if those same authorities do nothing then they themselves are committing an immoral act by letting their own simply throw their lives away for nothing. Hopefully my above thoughts have helped to clarify this matter a little bit, though I certainly don’t expect them to persuade everyone; I only hope to help everyone to understand that if given “X” beliefs, “Y” would be the logical and faithful result of said belief. You may not agree with it, but hopefully you can see the consistency with the belief; Gandhi, for example, taught non-violent resistance, and so that is what he practiced, even if his life-threatening hunger strikes seemed to some as being crazy or a waste of life. Some super-extreme Muslims believe that strapping a bomb to their body is the best way to serve God; I absolutely refuse to believe that is true, however, knowing to a degree what they believe and how they believe it, I can understand why they would do what they do.
When it comes to foregoing health insurance for moral or religious reasons, my friend and many others are making their own choice; even the authorities of the Church, while they indeed have a great deal of authority on many matters, cannot order even the very least Catholic to violate their conscience; in other words not even the Pope could use his considerable authority to command someone to sin. Given what the Church has taught for two thousand years, given what we find in Scripture, Stacy and others like her aren’t doing anything contrary or disobedient regarding the Church and the Caesar she serves. Does the Church want my friend to die? No! But in order to save her life would the Church encourage her to sin, saying, “Well, Stacy, in your case the Church gives you permission to violate your conscience and the teachings of Christ; you are an exception.” No; sin is not worth saving your life here, forsaking the life to come. You see, in potentially forsaking this life, my friend and all my brothers and sisters like her are embracing the life to come, the life that this life is really all about. Her life is a scandal to many, but a witness (the true meaning of the word “martyr”) and a sign of hope to many more. She’s not stupid, crazy or deluded; she’s very intelligent and knows exactly what she’s doing. If someone like her is making this decision, then either insanity is much more subtle than we ever thought or she may be onto something that a lot of people are just too afraid to admit even the possibility of: that there may be something more than just this life here on Earth.
That Catholic Church is not and never has been a death cult; if anything, we are a resurrection cult! We do not glorify death but rather are not afraid of it, not any more. Death is no longer an end but merely a painful but real part of life, a life that only comes into its fullness after death. Our continued life beyond death is entirely dependent upon our preparation for it here on earth; the path we run in this life determines the ultimate trajectory our eternal life will take once all our ability to choose for or against Heaven is lost. We aren’t paralyzed by our fear of death; we give it the fear we ought to out of respect, but we do not let it dissuade us and become slaves to the dirt we walk on. What joy would there be in such a life? Even the Church, even the whole congregated assembly of the bishops across the world, with the Pope speaking for them all, and every priest and religious on the planet could not, were their voices all in one great chorus, order anyone to sin in order to save their life; to do that would be to contradict the whole mission of the Church in the first place.
As mighty as the Church truly is really, in this situation, the Church has no authority. The Church is about condemning sin and leading the faithful away from and out of sin; Stacy Molai and others like her are in no such danger here and if they were, you’d better believe their bishops would be speaking very publicly against their actions.
Now, all this so far has been primarily addressed to my friend so I have, as aforementioned, been speaking on her behalf. Next @lovegrove addressed me directly, so I’ll be speaking for myself.
@lovegrove, I am ashamed of myself, but only because I have done so little compared to my sister Stacy’s example. Perhaps I’ll have a chance to be such a witness to the faith, but so far I have not.
You asked: If you are so convinced that she is obeying God’s will in this, why aren’t you doing the same?
I am prepared to, believe me. If the law stands and no religious exemption is made, I will not have health insurance. Praise God I do not have any health issues to speak of yet, so not having health insurance will likely not be the serious threat that it will be to Stacy and others. Not having health insurance, though, would mean that I would be breaking the law so I could face fines. Given that, having taken a vow of poverty, I only receive $150 a month for personal expenses, I would likely be sent to jail in pretty short order which, if that is where God desires me to be, I will go and “render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s,” since being in jail in itself is not a sin.
“Or do the clergy leave it to the pews to set the Christian example?” Some do, sad to say, but I hope and pray that should it come to me to be the witness I will be able to follow in the footsteps of my Jesuit brothers like Blessed Miguel Pro, Blessed Rupert Meyer, Alfred Delp, St. Edmund Campion and others, along with other non-Jesuit saints who were persecuted and/or killed because they would not cooperate and obey unjust laws.
“You’ll be safe, the Superior General will order you to stop and so you’ll be thought a great Catholic without the pain.” As I mentioned before, the Church cannot command someone to sin; neither can my Superior General. Given the fact that the Superior General of our Order did not cease the activities of the above mentioned Jesuit saints and martyrs, I would hope that should the health care laws stand in the United States and make it morally impossible for Jesuits to have health insurance, he would follow the historic precedent. And if he did seek to use his authority to force Jesuits to get health insurance, please do not be mistaken; such Jesuits would not be seen as being good Catholics. They would be seen as cowards and turncoats for sure, and by many, and though they might not suffer the pains of undertreated medical conditions or death in this life, they would suffer the emotional anguish of being publicly despised and, worse, would suffer even worse in the life to come. I would take death in this life over death in the next any day of the week.
“Anyways, I’m sure the Church covers your medical needs and that of the rest of the clergy, unlike that of the laity.” I do not know how diocesan clergy are covered, whether their diocese provides its own plan or if individual priests are responsible/have the option of seeking their own provider using the funds made available to them by the parish or the diocese. As a Jesuit, my health insurance is provided by the Order which pays a Catholic insurance company for it. That company would be shut down if the law stands, and thousands of Jesuits–a majority of which are retired or close enough to it–would be without health insurance. The forty retired men I currently help care for, some of which are diabetic and have other serious chronic issues, almost all of which are here for serious medical reasons that are mild when constantly cared for but would quickly become life-threatening without treatment, would not have the thousands of dollars it costs every year for the care they need. Not to mention their housing in an assisted living or full-care facility. Given our vows of poverty, too, we would be just as bad off, if not worse, than our lay contemporaries who would choose to forfeit health insurance. The Jesuits are blessed with having many generous benefactors who finance our many apostolates and make our life of service possible, but even they could not pay the health costs of so many men for an indefinite period of time.
We don’t want to die, friend; we aren’t committing suicide and the clergy are in just as much hot water as the laity. We aren’t trying to glorify my friend Stacy to show the world how holy American Catholics are (considering 6 of the 9 judges on the Supreme Court are Catholic and yet these laws may stand would be proof enough that we are sinners like the rest of the country!) and, unlike a cult, we have no Supreme Leader ordering us to our deaths. Each Catholic who chooses to oppose this law does so by their own free choice; the Church cannot coerce them one way or another. We aren’t encouraging people to die, but we aren’t going to encourage them to sin, either, even to save their lives. Catholics faced the same reality in Germany under Nazism, Mexico in the late 1910s and early 1920s, France during its revolution, England under Henry VIII and Elizabeth, and so on. When the government seeks to impose its authority on matters it has no right, no Catholic is obligated to obey if that means consenting to sin.
“All who encourage her without joining her, including her parish clergy if they are doing so, should be exposed publicly as the blatant hypocrites they are.” Friend, the mere fact that I am posting this implicates me in whatever comes of her lawsuit against the US government. If by some nightmare Catholics come under persecution some day for all of this, a Xanga username isn’t going to hide me! I have a friend in St. Louis, too, who recently attended a small event at which the archbishop was present. She spoke with him and asked him, “What happens if the HHS mandate stands?” She wrote to me about it in a letter, and do you know what she said?
“The archbishop told me, ‘Well, then a lot of bishops are going to be put in jail.’” He isn’t the only Church authority in the US who has said such things, either.
The case of Stacy Molai and this whole controversy is not about enhancing the reputation of the Church or sending the lambs to the slaughter while the goats enjoy the extra helping of fodder; she isn’t seeking freedom from her suffering related to her Crohn’s disease or looking for an honorable way out of what life has in store for her because of her condition. She isn’t committing suicide either; she isn’t intending to die, though she is fully aware that death may be the result of her decision. That is no more suicide than it is in the case of the firefighter that runs into a burning house to save someone, fully knowing that he is likely to die. In both cases the choice to risk death is made for the sake of life, but Stacy is choosing a life beyond the one trapped in the burning house. This isn’t a simple hunger strike to protest abortion; this is about freedom of religion.
Finally, @lovegrove, I wanted to close by addressing momentarily your closing comment about yourself, “…but then, the Churches are not interested so much what the “unsaved” think. They don’t contribute to the coffers.”
I hope that my lengthy post, if anything, proves quite the contrary. Who is to say that you are “unsaved?” My friend Stacy, myself, and hundreds of thousands of others here “in the toilet beyond Nantucket” will potentially choose to endure a great deal of suffering not to demonstrate our own holiness (God no) but because we believe in a Caesar that is just and loving, who would not force His citizens to go against their conscience, who blesses even those who haven’t dropped a penny in the coffers of the Church their whole lives. We are willing to die because He died for us, so that everyone–including you–could truly, truly live.
“Has no one condemned you? Then neither do I condemn you…” (John 8:10-11)
God bless all of you, and please pray for our government.