January 15th, 2007
Day 7
(This is just an interesting bit of reflection)
When eating- take enough and then imagine you are dining with God. Imagine that you are given the Heavenly equivalent of every item of food or drink you sit with- a glass of water beside Living Water, a piece of bread with butter and honey next to the Bread of Life. The “real” food will register sensually to taste, touch, sight, sound, and smell but will not satisfy. Even after eating you will still want to eat more. Heaven’s food, if you pray for the grace of receiving it, will not register sensually but will satisfy. Let the world’s food nourish; let God’s grace satisfy you.
(Here is the main message of this update.)
Faith alone is not enough. Say you believe in God, Jesus, etc. and that sometimes you pray, time permitting. Say you even read the Bible often enough, and even go to some kind of Christian service once in a while. Say you were baptized 25 years ago and confirmed 10 years ago. That may seem like enough to prove your faith to any who looks closely.
Look at it this way.
You are 45 years old. You and this woman/man grew up together, fell in love and were engaged when you were both 20, but didn’t marry for 15 years. That whole time you told them that you loved them, told other people, and sometimes you answered their phone messages or even called them first. Sometimes you read their letters and sometimes you even wrote back. Maybe once, twice a month you even visit their house. You always had faith that they’d keep in touch, always be there for you, and they were even though you were often away somewhere, didn’t return calls, etc.
This probably explains the 15 years of engagement! But even after that mediocre, lukewarm time with you, they propose marriage! They want to love you forever, to let you into the family, to enter yours. You consent. Why not? They are very faithful and very attractive and rich, always giving you gifts and doing things for you.
Ten years pass and nothing is different. You are still away most of the time, don’t call or call back, you don’t write or reply to their letters, you don’t communicate or do anything much at all.
But you still have faith that they’ll be there, and they will. You still say you love them, and tell others that you love your spouse; married, in fact. You show the ring.
Does something seem wrong with this? Sure, you could prove your faith like I could open my wallet and prove that I am a member of the Knights of Columbus or that my blood-type is A+. But how about proving your faithfulness? Like your spouse is faithful? Hmm? Where is the LOVE being given by both people to each other? Does faith alone save or even make a marriage like this? Does simply believing that you are married make the marriage? No!
LOVE does! Love, reinforced with faith, by which faithfulness is a result, kept strong by hope. But love, faithfulness (the fullness of faith!) takes effort, consistency, forgiveness, acts; all sorts of things. To bear fruit, it takes even more work! Isn’t it worth it, though, to return the love and faithfulness of God, your fiancée through Baptism (the engagement or betrothal) and your spouse in Confirmation (the marriage)?
It is very clear that God loves us, but He does not stop at simply saying, “I love you.” He has shown it, He has proven it, He has labored in love for us. He has faith in us, as we have in Him. Should we not go beyond simply having faith and go the entire distance that faith truly calls us to? If we feel unworthy of grace, if we feel like we do not deserve this great love our Creator has for us, we should not withdraw. We must run ever deeper into His embrace by showing that we love Him. This takes courage and effort, and oftentimes the greatest hurdle to overcome is ourselves, our own weaknesses. But God sees past them into the very core of us, and loves us wherever we are. These weaknesses do not stop God from loving us, but they do prevent us from loving Him as He deserves; why would you wish to remain as you are, stagnant? Would you not wish to allow the love of God to change you, by cooperating with His love, by letting HIS FAITH in YOU bear fruit? We are truly a voluntary soil; we allow things to grow within us. God’s love is as much sunlight as it is seed, but the seed will only grow if we allow it. In growing, it will change us into people of prayer, of love, of action. Other’s will see God’s love by seeing how we love ourselves and each other.
“If we are the Body, Why aren’t His arms reaching? Why aren’t His hands healing, His words teaching? If we are the Body, why aren’t His feet going?”
Jesus Himself loved everyone, but did He just sit around and talk about it? He healed, He walked, He died. He saw people who were unworthy, undeserving, but He did not leave them there, He challenged them to come closer. Even the most sinless of His apostles were unworthy, yet, they were chosen. God loves us, and look at the proof, the fruits of that love. If we say that we believe, that we love, that we have faith, as God has all these things in us, where is our proof? Where are our fruits?