Month: July 2006

  • The Bristol Renaissance Faire- A Place to Be Me


    What’re you lookin’ at?


    One of the fey-folk at the Faire! Here are some pictures I took! Oh what fun it was…. I wrote another poem to Queen Elizabeth and received my third favor from her. She was quite sad but also very impressed when I told her that I might not be able to come any more since I’m joining the Jesuit Order. Other nobles in her court were equally impressed and saddened, and the whole weekend they were addressing me as Sir Jacob. It was very very cool. The Queen loved my poem too… I even got an, “awww…” from Her Majesty when she saw the title, “An Ode to Her Heart.” Here she is surrounded with members of the court. See the lady with the white plume in her hat? That’s her. She’s an amazing woman and I admire her immensely.



    Besides solidifying my standing with The Queen, I spent a lot of time watching the fey-folk. They are so graceful and beautiful to watch, and they are very silly. Here is Grandmother Cob, the Spider Fairy. See the web all around her? All day long she creates that web with white string, and I think she starts over every weekend. The other fey put things like sticks and leaves in the web, creating a beautiful masterpiece.



    And here is another fey:



    And another (sorry about the slight blurriness):



    Next is a sight that moved me to the point of writing poetry… oh what a graceful and beautiful creature…. Her Majesty’s physician and fey expert told me that she’s a Dragon Fairy. I was completely captivated by her… oh, what a heartache to say goodbye!



    Oh look… she’s reading it….



    Imagine that… she’s smiling !



    *sigh* I gave her a poem, and afterward she scoured the surrounding ground for a suitable gift. She found an acorn, blew upon it, and gave it to me.


    At the end of the second day, after all the characters had paraded out of the town and to the front gate, the fey disappeared…. I had written a note for the above fey, to tell her how inspiring she had been. I just stood in the near empty park, soaking it all in before heading out, when I saw one fey dart across the grass, soon chased by another. Then, out of the corner of my eye I see a flash of blue hide behind the trunk of a tree. I walked slowly toward it until a lithe, blue leg stuck straight out from behind it, hovering in the air a moment before slowly coming to rest on the ground in a singular, graceful step. Slowly, the rest of the dragon fey emerged and turned her head to look at me, smiling and cocking her head in an expression of curiosity. She balanced perfectly on one foot as I slowly approached, holding the note out to her. Taking it, she smiled beautifully, holding her other hand up to her mouth to giggle silently. I said goodbye and she made a sad face, but smiled again and held her perfect hand palm upward toward me. I placed my hand against hers and we both smiled for a moment before I turned to leave. That moments was, most probably, the most beautiful and moving moment of my summer so far.


    So, if anyone out there loves the Renaissance or fantasy at all, I highly recommend going to this Faire. Things are expensive, sure, but there is so much you can do for free that you need only bring some money to pay admission and buy food with. I really really hope I can go back some day, but if I can’t, this past weekend was the perfect way to say goodbye.


     


  • Written 4/7/06


    Love, let me look upon you,


    the image soaring into my


    eyes to kiss my mind.


    Oh to drink you, to inhale you,


    devour you and sate my heart’s


    famished state with but a


    drop, a crumb


    of you!


    Place but a faint fingertip upon my lip,


    but a glance upon my shadow,


    but a thought of me in your mind and


    I’ll need never eat again.


    Oh to carry your kisses in a basket,


    to pluck one as a grape from the lovely


    vine, to savor the sweet juices of


    the berry upon my tongue and


    become drunk upon it!


    To unwrap your embrace and eat it like


    soft, warm bread, to become full and


    round upon your very existence!


    Though I starve, though I thirst,


    I shiver, I ache, I tire,


    I do not die,


    for the breath of your


    memory


    sustains me.


  • Written 10/7/05


    “Not So Happily Ever After”


    Aurora awoke to a prince, desire


    found not within her aching, empty heart


    for him, noble Prince Valiant who art


    her savior, now through debt of life her sire.


    Oh promise foul! A long sleep and a kiss


    once thought to bring her a love ever true,


    instead to wake her from a dream, to rue


    ever the day he stole, guiltless, her bliss.


    Now he lives a dream, crafted by her hand,


    a painted love, her weeping heart hid ‘neath


    her beauty, smile, in small hope to bequeath


    a sense of love for this innocent man


    who meant in all goodness her life to save


    instead, by her own honor, now a slave.


  • Written 2/9/05


    Oh thou comely face, countenance divine,


    sweet breath escapes from thy parted flower,


    music bred of the most gentle power,


    my heart; clay molded in a hand of thine.


    Be merciful, please oh! angelic touch!


    Of ice be this heart yet with fire it burns


    for thee, love, for thee causes eye to turn,


    to look, oh precious glimpse for which I search!


    Star of day, sun of night, dream of my wake,


    life of my sleep, sky below my tired feet,


    I’d sail the earth ’round, walk seas but to greet


    thee, and pray this heart thou choose to take


    within thine own breast so both might reside


    ever in love, in beat, e’er side by side.

  • Written on 11/30/04

    vague desire
    leaves unturned
    crumble to dust.

    love yellowed
    faded with ages past
    ah! delicious end.

  • Poetry

    Since my summer days are rather… plain as compared to other people’s, I figured that I’d try to start posting poems I have written in the past until my life gets interesting again. If something interesting does happen, I’ll post it, but until then I’ll just try and update with a poem when I can. I have plenty. Hope you all enjoy it! Feedback is MOST welcome.


    Also, most of my poems were written for certain people, but those names will not be mentioned. For most of those people, I feel, I have caused enough pain.



    12/4/04


    I saw you through the glass today,


    at first dismissed as a trick of light.


    At second, a ray of hope…


    is that beauty on the other side?


    Behold, tired eyes, the sun is not


    the only light in the sky.


    See her, the Beast’s enchanted rose


    behind a pane of glass I spy.


    Now I am that fated creature


    peering awestruck at the blossom within,


    watching without being seen,


    solitary in my chagrin.


    Oh God or gods, fates or spirits,


    hear the cry of this lone heart!


    Allow this soul the touch of love


    before this world I do depart.

  • woot


    Just a lot of relaxin’…. went to the Dennis DeYoung concert in Cedar Rapids (former lead singer/songwriter for Styx). FANTASTIC concert. “Come Sail Away ” was awesome, as well as the fireworks following.


    So I beat Homeworld: Cataclysm today… haha.


    Wiped the floor with the enemy…. except that last level…. I think the mopping went both ways. Painful, painful level. Oy. But I won, and that is all the galaxy cares about, right?


    I love being a nerd.