August 22, 2005
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Well I’m back at school. It has been wonderful seeing people again and going to my church, moving into my dorm, etc. but it has all been tinged with a tremendous sense of nervousness. Every time the phone rings, there’s a knock at the door, or when I’m outside I am always on the lookout…
…for Mystery Girl.
I want very badly to speak with her, and I will once I get my week figured out. I’ll call her and ask for time to speak with her. However, my great fear (I suppose) is that I’ll bump into her and I will not know what to do. Half of me will want to fall to my knees, the other half will weep, and if I had a third half it would want to run. Obviously, I should just be happy to see her again but it is far easier to think about the moment. Living it is a far different yarn to spin.
What do I want to talk to her about? Well, as you faithful Xanganites have observed, priesthood is something I have been seriously considering for reasons you are completely free to guess at, but will have to await the truth. Don’t worry, I’ll tell everyone how the whole thing came about when I feel the time is right. What I would like to talk to Mystery Girl about is I want to know, for absolute certain, how she feels about me. I have had zero communication with her over the summer, so I have no idea if she has read the letter I gave her in April, if she has thought about me at all, etc. If she has read the letter, if she hasn’t, whatever, I want to know what she wants us to be. If she doesn’t know, or if she has just “some” feelings for me then I will just ask to be friends. If she has strong feelings for me or, dare I say, love then I have a lot more thinking and praying to do before I decide upon priesthood for sure. If there is no love to worry about, then the way is completely clear to go where I am feeling called. So we’ll see. I’ll keep you all informed and PLEASE pray for me. Thanks.
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and if I had a third half it would want to run…hehe, maybe you should’ve just started out in thirds, although it is a humorous statement…and as for who takes the pictures…none other than little old me
Hey Jake.. thanks for the comment.. you have always been a sweet guy. I hope all turns out for the best whether it be mystery girl or priest hood I wish you the best. Good luck with school this year also.. talk to yousoon! School was pretty good for my first day!!
Hey thanks….I’m honored to have such a compliment from someone with such great opinions…and you will indeed, be in my prayers…take care!
You know your in my prayers, no matter the decision, as you’d likewise place me. I’ve got to talk with A.J. before next Friday, when he goes to orientation. I think we should make it down to visit you sometime this year, though. I mean, we’re only 15 miles away and boredom sinks in pretty fast at a small college… We’ll see, though. Well, talk at ya later. Have a great week!
*you’re, not your. Man, and I call myself a writing major…
wow, may God’s will be done. But I hope you don’t close your heart to possibilities for the rest of the semester.
Yes, I have. It took a while to get used to, and when Brandon was around, you wanted to hit him, because he plays the controls by himself, but I played it without him around and it is fun just to swing from one end of the city to another. There are certain missions I can’t do, like rescuing people from boats, but others are just a walk in the park. One of the only games he had left after the others were “stolen.” Have a great week!
You were never out of my thoughts and prayers. Hope all goes well.
Jake, that was the sweetest comment ever! Thank you so much for thinking so highly of me. I know I’m just being paranoid, but I can’t help it. I’m being a self-concious girl! I just can’t believe that a major change in my life is happening in about three weeks, and I’m stressing out about it. I hope everything is going well for you. I think if Mystery Girl doesn’t realize how special of a person you are by now, she’s pretty blind. You are one of the sweetest and most caring people I have ever met, and you deserve someone who realizes that about you. And if your life takes you down the other road, I’m confident you will exel in that as well. You are such an intelligent person, and I know you will do great things with your life no matter what path it is. Good luck with everything!
Linds
Yep, I’ve got Walsh, and I do like him, but I think saying LOVE him is a bit much on my part…Have a great week!
HEY! It me Russell (you know me)
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